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Ahmad Nazri Ngah
c/o Kubang Parade's Foundation,
1356-D, Kg Nibung,
Panji Alam,
21100 Kuala Terengganu,
Terengganu, Malaysia.
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Parade's Foundation>
"I Wish I Am Not Here"
The ultimate birthday present I
got yesterday is freedom to roam in Kubang Parit. It's been awhile aku tunggu
masa nak lepak kat rumah Hilman. I guess a year.
Shit around his house. Make a friend with a stranger. Talk about anime, dvds,
the best video clip, Micheal Gondry and Kylie Minogue. Tengok album dia.
Uploading, downloading. Recieving birthday and raya msg from friends. Layan TV
cable. And make money. It's about time after I quit my job.
Thanks to people who remember me. I wish I have a beautiful memory
Happy 22nd Birthday also to my x-bandmate (previously Marigold, now Crutch),
Fauzi Bujang and my bandmate (previously Little Kordine, now with our band w/o
name), Azulaimi Mohamad. Masa sekolah dulu, 3 of us form Marigold. Aku pelik
tengok tarikh birthday yang dekat-dekat. What a co-incidence. Well, at least aku
teringat diorang. Wish they had a beautiful life.
Thursday, 201 103.
Safe + Sound
My first 22nd birthday present I already got yesterday. A copy of res magazine
(http://www.res.com) that was sent by Su Yogurtcuoglu (I guess, as written on the envelope), from RES Office, NY. This film+music+art+design+culture magazine will totally blow your mind. This sept/oct 03 issue contains article and picture on Sofia Coppola's Lost in Translation and Tokyo, also John K's Spumco, the team behind animated Ren & Stimpy ("dia punya kurap kat bontot dalam animation tu real punya ugly!"), and not forgotten, resfest DIGITAL FILM FESTIVAL 2003
(http://www.resfest.com). I suggest this magazine for audience who read Idn. Thanks, res for complimentary.
So, bulan puasa ni aku banyak dengan Hilman Hajijan dan Fadzly (walaupun Fadzly selalu ulang-alik pergi KB). But, the not good thing is I am on work. Maksudnya, aku kluar dengan Hilman masa malam jer.
(Dan neraka di atas tu ialah Hilman in real life. How dope is he??!!) Lepas
berkonsiderasi, aku rasa aku patut ambik Hilman jadi business partner handle
Hyperward sebab aku ada masalah dengan passion kalau kerja bawah orang (masa
time dapat kerja, hype dia tak ingat, masa tu boleh "Down with the gaji!",
tak kisah, asal ada kerja. Tapi aku laying lost lepas a few day sebab, the end
aku tak ada focus. "For what it's worth?" Kepala ingat satu jer,
"I want life!" ). Bangunan konkrit di bandar KT bukannya solution
untuk solve this torment. Semuanya balik ke Kubang Parit. Cuma berbeza keadaan.
Lebih pleasure. Try Transpotting, geddit?
Aku tambah 2 gambar dalam 'picto-gfx'.
Ada satu gambar zaman skolah dulu! Rambut gila besar!
airplay : "Joga" -
Bjork.
Sunday, 131 103.
Coffee Shop Dream
On my way to my workplace, kat
Jalan Pejabat, KT, I met my comic books friend, Rizal on his way to send a few
copies of CDs to his friend.
Ahmad Nazri : "Hor! Kat
sini."
Rizal : "Hari ni bukan ke cuti? " ( Oh! Yeah! Hari ni Nuzul Qur'an.
Satu Terengganu cuti.)
Ahmad Nazri : "Aku bukan kerja pejabat kerajaan."
Rizal pandang satu kedai.
Rizal : "Kalau dapat satu
kedai macam tu kan bagus? Cafe. Dan live band."
Ahmad Nazri : "Aku dah lama dah pikir. Belah kiri cafe. Belah kanan comic +
art books store. Dan accoustic live band. Yang main tu kawan-kawan kita. It's
about having fun in the workplace. You can read your books while having a cup of
tea."
Aku tak tau berapa kali Rizal
ulang pasal coffee shop dream ni kat orang lain. Kekadang dengan Munk cakap
pasal nak bukak kedai komik. Rizal dah tua dah. Angoh lagi lah tua. Angoh skang
ni kat rumah pasal sangkut paper. Dah pakai tongkat baru nak grad. Mimpi kedai
kopi tu boleh jadi realiti tapi aku takut Rizal tutup kedai tu tak sampai
sebulan beroperasi sebab it's not about the right place and the right time. 5
tahun lagi? 10 tahun? Aku dah jadi bapak yang berdedikasi pada anak-anaknya
lepas retired dan frustrated jadi frontman band industrial grind paling 'leceh'
kat KT.
Rizal : "At least kawan
kat luar KT ada tempat untuk hang out."
Aku : "Kita biasa hang out kat mana, huh, kalau kat sini?"
Tak dapat jawab soalan tu. Tapi
jurnal yang sebelum ni aku dah bagi description. It's sacrificing. "Aku
call mung!", ayat aku yang last sebelum kami seperate. Dan aku tengok
office tempat aku kerja yang masih belum dibuka even time ni, dah masuk masa
kerja. Aku tunggu. Sampai la pukul 10. Damn! Confirm cuti. Tak bagitau aku!!
airplay : "Bloodloss
Cosmopolitan" - Glassjaw.
Thursday, 131 103.
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